Each post reflects upon my thoughts, feelings, fears, etc. as I go through the challenges of living with cancer.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
A New Beginning
The move from Phoenix to Memphis happened so fast! It seems as though it was all a blur. I'm happy to be settled into our new home. We have a lot of exploring left to do, and adjusting to do, but we are enjoying Tennessee so far. I only wish that Jeff wasn't rushed right into golf season here after coming off a busy golf season in AZ. Jeff is such a trooper, and adjusts easily to his surroundings. He fits right in at his new club. He's loving all of the responsibilities, and the fantastic people he is working with. I'm so happy for him. I'm so happy for us.
Eventhough, I have only been in TN for a short time, it already feels like home. The people are so genuine, and polite. I fully understand the term "southern hospitality" now. The biggest thing I'm trying to get used to is being called "Miss Meg", or Ma'am. Coming from the rudest state in the United States, it's comforting to feel so welcomed by the city, my doctors, and the people Jeff works with.
I have been evaluating my views on religion since moving to TN. We are right on the bible belt, so religion is very prominent. I don't consider myself a religious person, but I do believe I am a spiritual person. That spirituality has grow with this move. I have more faith and trust in people. I also feel, as though, there are many people looking out for me. I have lost some family and friends, with whom I ws very close with over the past few years. I believe they are watching over me, and have my best interest at heart, as well as, the family and friends I have around me at all times.
The most recent experience with my spirituality is regarding a doctor's appointment I had yesterday. I am a firm believer in quality bed-side service and care, so I usually request a conference call with my doctors before metting them in person. I can get a sense of him, or her before my actual appointment. The appointment I had yesterday didn't allow for me to talk to the doctor before my appointment. I was extremely nervous and anxious. I didn't want to walk into an uncomfortable situation. To my surprise when the doctor walked in and he was the spitting imagage of my Grandpa(my dad's dad). I was very close to him as a child. I immediately felt comfortable with this man. To me, that proved that the family members who have gone before me are looking out for my best interest. They want me to stay calm and feel comfortable during this difficult time in my life. My family and friends who have passed away, as well as, all my family and friends still around me help get through everyday! I can't thank you all enough.
No matter which road life leads us down, we must find a way to happiness.
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