Why...

No one ever said life would be easy, at least not to me. I completely understand that concept. We have to "work hard to play hard". What about all of the random events that play out in our lives? Those moments that "pull the carpet out from under us". Those devestating and life changing moments. What is the explanation for those event?

*Why must the good die young?
*Why do we all take so much for granted?
*Why do we have to grow up? I miss fun classes, seeing friends everyday, sports after school, the dances, just genuine fun!
*Why do you loose so many friends when you get a cancer diagnosis? It's not contagious, I promise!
*Why is being sick so lonely?

*Why do people get cancer(at any age), or othe dibilitating diseases?

*Why does the wind deflate from your wings just as your ready to sore?

*Why does severe illness cause you to loose the friends you used to love so much?

*Why is it that the one person you so deseperately what to talk to shut you out?

*Why can't you enjoy the time you left on Earth with family, friend, traveling? Oh that's right my surgeries, procedures, doctor's appointments, and prescriptions  cost me every penny I have.

My cancer is spreading pretty quickly. Who knows, I could go tomorrow , or in a year or two. I just wanted to express my greatest appreciateing by sharing most of my inner most thoughts and personal situation. You are all more than friends, you are family. Family I love. Family I will cherish forever. Family I guarantee to never take for granted!

Thank you my dear friends, my blood family, and my adopted family. If you are fighting an up hill battle, just keep dusting yourself off when you fall and stay strong! A new surge of energy and optimism will come along to guide you along the path less traveled. The path to your "truth" and your happiness. It will be well deserved, honorable, and created by you! What could be more remarkable?